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| VOL. XIII, NO. 8 |
FEBRUARY 25, 1972
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An Open Letter to Teachers |
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| By KATHERYN KEARNEY Farmington, Maine |
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| there are souls buried | |||||||||||||
| beneath the pink and white and yellow passes | |||||||||||||
| lying in a mound on the desk | |||||||||||||
| there are dead children | |||||||||||||
| splashed across the gutters | |||||||||||||
| of every theme you have marked a failure | |||||||||||||
| because its commas and exclamation points | |||||||||||||
| were not yours. | |||||||||||||
| there are children crying inside. | |||||||||||||
| you will never hear them | |||||||||||||
| because they are silenced when they find | |||||||||||||
| that there is no place for different children | |||||||||||||
| no place for anyone who | |||||||||||||
| is not college-bound. | |||||||||||||
| if you listen closely, though, | |||||||||||||
| you may be able to hear the cries of frustration | |||||||||||||
| leaping through the halls | |||||||||||||
| out of the mouths of those who know no other way | |||||||||||||
| of communicating. | |||||||||||||
| if you watch, | |||||||||||||
| you may see the swollen body | |||||||||||||
| of a pregnant schoolgirl | |||||||||||||
| who was only searching for the love | |||||||||||||
| she never found. | |||||||||||||
| walk through the smoking area sometime | |||||||||||||
| and smell the air closely. | |||||||||||||
| watch the dilated pupils | |||||||||||||
| of the eyes of those on grass. | |||||||||||||
| perhaps better, watch their souls | |||||||||||||
| listen to their mouths | |||||||||||||
| instead of shuddering within yourself | |||||||||||||
| and saying, "dirty hippie." | |||||||||||||
| because if you can't listen to them | |||||||||||||
| or won't | |||||||||||||
| the "dirty hippie" may someday start shooting | |||||||||||||
| with a dirty needle | |||||||||||||
| in a desperate cry to make you hear. | |||||||||||||
| give a damn. | |||||||||||||
| let the silent destruction within our schools | |||||||||||||
| end. | |||||||||||||
| it reaches into us when we are not much | |||||||||||||
| more than babies | |||||||||||||
| and it follows us wherever we move. | |||||||||||||
| choking us from day to day and week to week | |||||||||||||
| until graduation. | |||||||||||||
| the destruction reaches | |||||||||||||
| like a heavy tropical sun | |||||||||||||
| grabs our inmost sensitivity | |||||||||||||
| and withers it, | |||||||||||||
| as a rose withers without water. | |||||||||||||
| it burns us, | |||||||||||||
| as hell fire | |||||||||||||
| purging our souls of all the purity and freedom | |||||||||||||
| we ever had. | |||||||||||||
| care. | |||||||||||||
| don't become entangled in the sticky web | |||||||||||||
| of plan books | |||||||||||||
| and passes | |||||||||||||
| and coffee in the teachers' room. | |||||||||||||
| sometimes you remind us of flies | |||||||||||||
| with your legs stuck to the | |||||||||||||
| fine silken cobwebs of life. | |||||||||||||
| murder not the children. | |||||||||||||
| let their minds be. | |||||||||||||
| far better would it be for us | |||||||||||||
| if you were to drive a knife deep within our | |||||||||||||
| physical shapes | |||||||||||||
| and let our minds run free over eternity. | |||||||||||||
| as it is | |||||||||||||
| you are forced to mold our minds | |||||||||||||
| toward the American dream | |||||||||||||
| leaving our bodies to shrivel | |||||||||||||
| and our souls to bleed | |||||||||||||
| as they are cut by the blade. | |||||||||||||
| watch and reach out when you can, | |||||||||||||
| sometimes there is a barely audible cry for help | |||||||||||||
| sometimes there are signs | |||||||||||||
| often there are children hurt over and over again | |||||||||||||
| aching, | |||||||||||||
| crying, | |||||||||||||
| and left to fight against the world alone. | |||||||||||||
| as an angry, pelting rain fights to break through | |||||||||||||
| the glass windowpanes. | |||||||||||||
| there is a new world waiting | |||||||||||||
| but whether it comes in love | |||||||||||||
| and joy and freedom | |||||||||||||
| or in burning violence | |||||||||||||
| with heavy chains of the times | |||||||||||||
| forever bound around the heads of all of us | |||||||||||||
| is the choice that must be made. | |||||||||||||
| reach out; love; | |||||||||||||
| and in spite of all the hurt climbing out of me | |||||||||||||
| i will try to love back. | |||||||||||||